Back in time

I wish we could have those days when
I dint understand your ways.
I would love to go back
As then you used to try harder
And when I still dint or denied,
I remember you hold me and say,
"I'll miss you silly, don't you get it"
And then time would freeze for a while
I wouldn't be able to drive anymore
As I'd be haunted by your image in the rear view.

You waited till I drove off
And I couldn't go further...

And then I would scream on the way
To let it out
Bump onto any place
Just to feel a greater pain
But in vain.

There was joy in that pain
There was love in those eyes
There was trust in your touch
There was a smile in our hearts
There was hope in the longing
We knew we would see each other again
Just a matter of time
I want to go back to that time
When life was mean but wasn't meaningless.

On a day like this

On a day like this
I would have probably asked you
To be with me,
Share my space,
My dreams and passions,
Showered my affection,
Lose myself in your eyes
Smile and cry at the same time
Asked you to stay.
But on a day like this...
This time I just will have to
Miss you.

Truth is...

Nobody's going to honk till you get down for a talk
Nobody's going to stop you from leaving
Nobody's going to be bothered whether your little heart is dead or alive
Nobody's going to pull you closer, slap you and tell you how much they feel for you
And even if someone does any one of these, that won't be the one you expect.

Nowhere is for real

"So why did she leave?"
"Because she thought it doesn't matter where she stood, but she was so wrong! She couldn't take nowhere."

Break down

Same song playing on my playlist
Same images running through my mind
Insane rush
Same strain of pain refrains
Some wasted words,
Same familiar break downs.

After break down

When you roll down my cheeks to kiss
I love you even more
I just want to run till I find you
Just want to hold you tighter
And I want to place my hands on your chest
Feel your rhythm and lean
Peace on this maddening world is so rare!

What he can't be and I can't do

I miss you so much
And it aches too much
That I know I'm diseased
With each drop of tear
I console, I'm moving on
Truth is, I'm not.
I'm just looking for you
In some one else
Any familiarity
Makes me feel
May be this is you
Truth is, he can never be.
Age, sun sign, one habit
Just anything would do
I desparately hope
I'll do what you
half-heartedly wanted
Truth is, I just can't let go.