What he can't be and I can't do

I miss you so much
And it aches too much
That I know I'm diseased
With each drop of tear
I console, I'm moving on
Truth is, I'm not.
I'm just looking for you
In some one else
Any familiarity
Makes me feel
May be this is you
Truth is, he can never be.
Age, sun sign, one habit
Just anything would do
I desparately hope
I'll do what you
half-heartedly wanted
Truth is, I just can't let go.

Sweet Vengeance

Hundred ways to give me pain
You know hundred ways to kill me
But that doesn't make you an enemy
It just proves how well
You know me
But then you choose not to know
Doubt, question, alienate
All but to negate what you
Already felt and told me
Damn! How well you know me!

22 Aug 15 ♡Debbie

Broken

Breaking up wasn't an option
As we were always broken
Wild and free indeed,
But did you forget "alone"!
And as I break into an embrace
I ask, can I say something stupid?
Then I wonder, can I...!
But I choose not to
As we are always broken
And that proves there is something
That still makes sense
That still finds gravity
That still gets jealous
And you push me too far
I crawl and wonder, can I...!
But we can't afford
Even a break up
And I can never break down
Anywhere else
Other than your heart
When the ringing in your ears
Gets too loud
I wonder, can I...!
Because I know that will bring peace
I know you miss stupid things
But I choose not to
As we are broken anyway
What's the point of hope!
You and I will always be broken.

Tomar moner bhul

Ami tomar moner bhul
Ami truti, tomar bibhishikha
Ami tomar harano spandan
Kabyo kintu bitorkito
Ami tomar oshpshoshtho baani
Teto... abchha... glaani
Tomar chhaya kintu mithye
Ami shorbosshyo shorbonasha sotti
Ami tomar hridoyer aborjona
Tomar  chhondohin abbritti.

The Known Story

The façade, those twinkling eyes… if only you could see the sadness lurking behind

The fresh face smiling endlessly has a story…

A known story.

One that shattered and devastated a village well settled

Are you the devil!

I wonder…

And I’m awed by the wonderful images!

Am I the devil!

I ponder…

A known story.

Keep asking why and how but are there any answers… did you look for one!

Just knowing is enough, I fathomed

What else is left anyways!

Some burnt scars… those will fade right!

Will I look down the streets and see the same things over and over again!

Blanked by the futility of it all!

Living a dream…

Living a known story.

Another tomorrow!

Today is not yet over
Tomorrow is a new ball-game
Tomorrow's daylight
May or may not be the same.

It's a vicious circle you say
and carry on each day
And wait and wait for a change
for a colder summer
for a different May.
You know it's unlikely
Coz life's full of irony
So here we move on
with our burden of grey
So here we live again
before getting back to the ashtray.

Mukti

Mukti cheyechile tumi
Mukti tomay dilam
Er cheye beshi kichu ki
Kokhono cheyechilam!

Dhora chhowar baire tumi
Chhile sorbodai!
Tai pore roilo brishti bheja raate
Sudhu ek muthu chhai

Tobey nao dilam mukti

tomay aro ektibar

Jodi jiboney khuje pao

ashar ektu alo...adhar

Chawa pawar khelay

kal-o herechilam

Er cheye beshi kichu

kokhono cheyechilam!